| Location | Newark On Trent |
| Age | 11 months |
| Date of Birth | 15/04/2008 |
| Date of Death | 25/03/2009 |
| Visitors | 1,407 since 01/07/2009 |
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On 15th April 2008 in Nottingham City Hospital I couldn’t believe my ears when the Doctor
announced “It’s a pink one Mummy”. I burst into tears of joy and asked my husband to double
check. We had a baby GIRL!! We already had 2 boys aged 7 and 4 who we love dearly and this
beautiful bundle completed our perfect little family.
We named her Alicia Fay, we had the name Alicia chosen for a girl since our first son was born Seven
years previous and couldn’t believe we would finally be using it!
Alicia was such a happy, smiley, baby. She had her moments though although very rarely, although
nobody believed me as the minute we were out with friends she was the life and soul, smiling and
cooing. She loved her big brothers and they adored her always playing with her and chasing her in
her walker and as she got bigger, she would sometimes chase them too.
On 25th March 2009 our world was rocked when after only 8 hours of illness our pink princess took
her last breath in my arms in Lincoln County A & E. The Doctors did everything they could but she
passed away. It was 3 weeks before her First Birthday. We still don’t know what happened and why
our precious princess took such a sudden downturn after appearing to be fine. Early post-mortem
results found her to have an enlarged heart they don’t know why though, hopefully the inquest will
give us some answers but nothing will take away the agony and the feeling of emptiness that losing
our little girl has caused our family.
Play with the other beautiful Angels darling until we can scoop you into our arms again, our
beautiful pink princess, our Alicia Fay.
Love, hugs and huge kisses, Mummy, Daddy, Kenan and Ellis xx
Alicia's inquests was held on 5th August 2009 and found that Alicia died from a virus which attacked
her heart and lungs.
This changes nothing other than to confirm that there was nothing anyone could have done.
Love and miss you so much baby girl xxx
SWEET SWEET ANGEL.X.
~~~~~ I'll Try To Be Strong ~~~~~~~
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When the pain and grief are over
When it's my time to be by your side
I know you'll be waiting for me
And will greet me with arms open wide
♥
Until then I'll go on living
Though the light in my life has gone
The road will be long and lonely
But I'll bear up and try to be strong
♥
I pray that angels will guide me
Help me to get through this pain
Give me the strengh to go on
Till we are together again.x.
lv mandy.xxxxxxxxx.
So Hard
It's been a really difficult day today sweetheart. I miss you so much and the pain gets no better. I don't know how I will go on for the rest of my life without you. I will though, I have to for Daddy and your big brothers but it's only part of me that will go on, you have taken a big part of me with you.
I love you my little pink princess with everything that I am.
lots of love, hugs and huge kisses to you my darling girl
Love Mummy xxx
9TH SEPTEMBER 2009.
*~*~*~* GOOD MORNING SWEET ANGEL. *~*~*~*
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BEAUTIFUL ANGEL.XXX.
~~~~ White Feather ~~~~
:*:A gap in the curtain
let in the light:*:
as I lay on my pillow
sleeping last night:*:
:*:I opened my eyes
the light was so bright:*:
I was sure that I heard you
whisper night night:*:
:*:A little white feather
tickled my nose:*:
Where did it come from
do you suppose:*:
:*:Had you been to visit
to whisper night night:*:
And left the white feather
I think that you might:*:
lv alway,s mandy.xxx.
MY POEM TO THE PRINCESS
Dear Alicia,
With her innocent eyes and lovely brown hair
The loss we feel now seems too much to bare,
Why her? Why now? It just seems so unfair
But God made his choice and he wants her there
A bright shining star she always will be
Deep in our hearts for all us to see
It seems hard to let go, believe me I know
But we`re filled with memories and those memories will flow
We have to remember all that she means
To her family and friends she lives on in our dreams
And now comes the time we must say goodbye
Alicia I’ll miss you, I’ll try not to cry
I’ll carry your love deep down in my soul
One day we’ll meet and again we’ll feel whole
Good night Princess, God bless
lv alway,s ETHAN + KIERAN BARRY,S AUNT MANDY.xxxxxxx.
5 Months :(
5 Months now since I held you for the final time. I just wish I had held you longer but if I didn't leave you at that point baby I never would have left at all. I still can't believe you have gone. I miss you little princess so much, we all do.
Love you little sweetheart.
Love, hugs and huge kisses from Mummy xxx
Miss you
Oh little sweetheart
I miss you so much, I try so hard to carry on for your brothers but it is really hard.
I found some of your bottles in the cupboard today and it was devastating! I would give anything to hold and kiss you again.
Love you baby girl.
Love, hugs and huge kisses from Mummy xxx
so sorry
im so sorry for your loss i cat imagine losig my little girl. she was beutifull i ost my sister last year jody will keep a eye on alicia for you. rest in peace angel
love always becki
Holiday
Hi Darling
Just got back from Butlins, it wasn't the same without you. You may have only been around 8 weeks old when we took you last year but you were such a huge part of our lives that it felt wrong to go without you. The boys had a great time though, they mentioned you all the time "Alicia would have liked this, Alicia would be doing that" You will never stop being a huge part of our lives, no matter what we do you will be there. We all miss and love you so very much little sweetheart. Love, Hugs and huge kisses Mummy xxx
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