| Location | Newark On Trent |
| Age | 11 months |
| Date of Birth | 15/04/2008 |
| Date of Death | 25/03/2009 |
| Visitors | 1,408 since 01/07/2009 |
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On 15th April 2008 in Nottingham City Hospital I couldn’t believe my ears when the Doctor
announced “It’s a pink one Mummy”. I burst into tears of joy and asked my husband to double
check. We had a baby GIRL!! We already had 2 boys aged 7 and 4 who we love dearly and this
beautiful bundle completed our perfect little family.
We named her Alicia Fay, we had the name Alicia chosen for a girl since our first son was born Seven
years previous and couldn’t believe we would finally be using it!
Alicia was such a happy, smiley, baby. She had her moments though although very rarely, although
nobody believed me as the minute we were out with friends she was the life and soul, smiling and
cooing. She loved her big brothers and they adored her always playing with her and chasing her in
her walker and as she got bigger, she would sometimes chase them too.
On 25th March 2009 our world was rocked when after only 8 hours of illness our pink princess took
her last breath in my arms in Lincoln County A & E. The Doctors did everything they could but she
passed away. It was 3 weeks before her First Birthday. We still don’t know what happened and why
our precious princess took such a sudden downturn after appearing to be fine. Early post-mortem
results found her to have an enlarged heart they don’t know why though, hopefully the inquest will
give us some answers but nothing will take away the agony and the feeling of emptiness that losing
our little girl has caused our family.
Play with the other beautiful Angels darling until we can scoop you into our arms again, our
beautiful pink princess, our Alicia Fay.
Love, hugs and huge kisses, Mummy, Daddy, Kenan and Ellis xx
Alicia's inquests was held on 5th August 2009 and found that Alicia died from a virus which attacked
her heart and lungs.
This changes nothing other than to confirm that there was nothing anyone could have done.
Love and miss you so much baby girl xxx
♥ ♥ ♥ GOD BLESS ♥ ♥ ♥
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Hey little darling, stay close to Daddy today, he is having a bad one. He misses you so much little sweetheart as do we all. It is so hard to comprehend that this has really happened. With each passing day we get further away from that last kiss, that last cuddle and it hurts baby. I am sure that you hate to see us so sad and I try really hard to be strong but seeing your Daddy so sad just breaks my heart all over again. What we wouldn't give to have you here with us where you belong..........
Give Grandad a great big birthday kiss from Me and the boys darling and don't you stay up partying too late, you always were the centre of attention at any party baby and I am sure the parties in heaven are no different.
I love you and miss you more every single day.
Lots of love, hugs and huge kisses from Mummy xxx
★ I Picked A Star To Wish Upon From All The Stars Above,I Closed My Eyes And Made A Wish To Send You All My Love .★
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Hi my beautiful baby girl. It has now been 6 months since you flew away to play with the Angels thats 1/2 a year! We miss you so so much darling and it hurts so much. Hope you saw Auntie Nic's message it was lovely wasn't it? All of the Aunties from the office have been wonderful to Mummy and help me get through each dreadful day. They all miss you too, our girlie gatherings aren't quite the same without you to pass around for cuddles. I would give anything to have you back here with us, to make this whole horrible time be a bad dream rather than a living nightmare. Daddy and the boys miss you too, we talk about you all the time though as you know.
Send down lots of floaty kisses to us baby, especially to all of my supportive family and friends (you know who they are) and an extra big one for Kenan on sunday he misses you so much.
Sending lots of love, hugs and huge kisses to you my darling. From Mummy xxx
comon bond
We have a common bond
a silver lining that binds each heart
It unites us in the end and teaches a brand new start
We've each experienced heartbreak
like a rushing rivers flow
We've felt such tears of sorrow
And we become afraid to just let go
Overwhelmed by such grief
That reveal great aches in our soul
Wondering why love hurts so much
As we loose our sense of whole
Our sunny days become cloudy
Our nights bring on a chill
We pray for a bright tomorrow
As we try to just get over that hill
We try to stay busy
Busy enough to forget our pain
And put that smile upon our face
And wonder if we're insane
We understand each other
Without ever saying a word
And with one small touch
We know that we were heard
I 'm grateful you have a loving family
in whom you can rely
I'm happy you have someone
to hold you when you cry
I'm grateful to the Lord
That in His love we can depend
And I pray for each of you daily
that your hearts will truly mend
Although our lives have changed
and the pain will some what subside
I'm truly grateful for this group
With hugs and support
With hugs and support to be your guide
This thread that binds our hearts
A bond that will not fray
I thank you for all for sharing
in your special way.....
Thank you ------ Thank you ------- Thank you!!!!
To all my GONE TOO SOON FRIENDS - I will be eternally
GRATEFUL for your love, support, kindness - your time to
go onto my nephews site......
I dont know how to thank you all.
As we all know this loss of loved one is the hardest thing i have ever experienced in my life and even sometimes family gone understand the way we grieve so to all my new
friends on gone to soon I bless you - i thank you and you all in my heart and in my personal prayers!!!!
I wish you all a peaceful and beautiful week enjoying the memories we have of all our special loved ones....
I send you all my love.....
Forever your friend mandy.xxxxxxxx.
night angel.xxx.
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Goodnight Little Angel
Goodnight little angel
As you lay down your head
The angels will watch over you
And tuck you into bed
Sweet dreams precious child
Rest your little eyes
The angels watching over you
Will sing you lullabies
copyright� Ingrid Aspey 2/9/09
Night night.. Love Ingrid xxx
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lv mandy.xxx.
xx Thank You xx
I'm so sorry for the loss of your stunning little Girl, thank you for lighting a candle for my precious little Angel. My thoughts are with you and your family
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God Bless xx
When Angels sense you need them,
And Angels always do....
They come, unseen, from everywhere
To help and comfort you.
They hover close beside you
Till all your cares are gone,
Till they can see you're ready
Once again to carry on.
Then some of them may fly away
And take their gentle touch,
To other hearts that need
The love of Angels very much,
But one, at least, stays with you
As your constant friend and guide,
For Guardian Angels never leave,
They're always at your side.
For a beautiful little princess angel x
"A butterfly lights beside us like a sunbeam, and for a brief moment its glory and beauty belong to our world. But then if flies on again and though we wish it could have stayed, we feel so lucky to have seen it...."
God bless - with love Sarah - Joseph's mummy (CBC) xx
Beautiful baby girl
Its been 5 1/2 months since you were so cruelly taken from your mummy and daddy and big brothers.
Each day I see your Mummy trying to battle with her emotions and get through the day, seeing the hurt behind her beautiful eyes. How can this be fair? You were such a beautiful, happy, funny little princess with your own little personality and with a cuddle and a smile for everyone. You were too good for this world baby but your Mummy and Daddy should never have had to let you go. I will try to help Mummy smile again sweetheart but its not easy when she lost such a big part of her when you went to play with the angels. But she is a strong, wonderful person and she knows you are with her, Daddy, Kenan and Ellis everyday. We all miss you princess, everyday.
Lots of love and big cuddles
From Nic xxxxx
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