| Location | Newark On Trent |
| Age | 11 months |
| Date of Birth | 15/04/2008 |
| Date of Death | 25/03/2009 |
| Visitors | 1,402 since 01/07/2009 |
| Creator |
On 15th April 2008 in Nottingham City Hospital I couldn’t believe my ears when the Doctor
announced “It’s a pink one Mummy”. I burst into tears of joy and asked my husband to double
check. We had a baby GIRL!! We already had 2 boys aged 7 and 4 who we love dearly and this
beautiful bundle completed our perfect little family.
We named her Alicia Fay, we had the name Alicia chosen for a girl since our first son was born Seven
years previous and couldn’t believe we would finally be using it!
Alicia was such a happy, smiley, baby. She had her moments though although very rarely, although
nobody believed me as the minute we were out with friends she was the life and soul, smiling and
cooing. She loved her big brothers and they adored her always playing with her and chasing her in
her walker and as she got bigger, she would sometimes chase them too.
On 25th March 2009 our world was rocked when after only 8 hours of illness our pink princess took
her last breath in my arms in Lincoln County A & E. The Doctors did everything they could but she
passed away. It was 3 weeks before her First Birthday. We still don’t know what happened and why
our precious princess took such a sudden downturn after appearing to be fine. Early post-mortem
results found her to have an enlarged heart they don’t know why though, hopefully the inquest will
give us some answers but nothing will take away the agony and the feeling of emptiness that losing
our little girl has caused our family.
Play with the other beautiful Angels darling until we can scoop you into our arms again, our
beautiful pink princess, our Alicia Fay.
Love, hugs and huge kisses, Mummy, Daddy, Kenan and Ellis xx
Alicia's inquests was held on 5th August 2009 and found that Alicia died from a virus which attacked
her heart and lungs.
This changes nothing other than to confirm that there was nothing anyone could have done.
Love and miss you so much baby girl xxx
IF HEAVEN HAD A PHONE
I CANNOT DIAL YOUR NUMBER
I CAN NOT GET THROUGH TO YOU
I CALLED THE OPERATER
SHE DONE AL SHE COULD DO
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THER IS NO CODE TO HEAVEN
NO I CARNT PLACE MY CALL
THER IS NO NUMBER LEFT TO CALL
I NO I,V EXAUSTED THEM ALL
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IF HEAVEN HAD A PHONE
I COULD RING YOU EVERY DAY
IF HEAVEN HAD A PHONE
THER IS THINGS I NEED TI SAY
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IF HEAVEN HAD A PHONE
I,DE TELL YOU WE MISS YOU SO
AND HOW MUCH WE PRAYED TO GOD
TO SEND YOU STRAIT BACK HOME
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IF HEAVEN HAD A PHONE
THERS THINGS I WANT TO SAY
THINGS I NEED YO TELL YOU
AND THINGS I NEED TO NO
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IF HEAVEN HAD A PHONE
I COULD RING YOU EVERY DAY
SEE MY LIVE HAS LOST IT,S MEANING
SINCE YOU WERE TAKING AWAY
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BECAUSE THER IS NO PHONE
ARE YOU LOOKING OUT 4 ME
IVE GOT QUESTIONS I WANT TO ASK
THER ANSWERS I NEED TI HEAR
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IF HEAVEN HAD A PHONE
I,D RING YOU EVERY DAY
AND HEAR YOUR VOICE AGAINE
AS IF YOU NEVER WENT AWAY
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I NEED TO SPEAK TO HEAVEN
PLEASE I NEED A DIRECT LINE
OPERATER SAYS NO NUMBER
OUT OF LOOK TRY AGAIN NEXT TIME
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IF HEAVEN HAD A PHONE
HOW AMAYZIN THAT WOULD BE
I COULD PHONE AND TALK TO YOU
AND YOU COULD TALK TO ME
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IF HEAVEN HAD A PHONE
I COULD RING YOU 24/7
THEN WE WOULDENT HAVE TO MOURNE
CAUSE WE COULD TALK TO YOU IN HEAVEN
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IF ONLY IF ONLY IF ONLY
IS ALL I SEEM TO SAY
I ONLY WANT SOME ANSWERS
ASS TO WHY YOUR NOT HEAR TODAY
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♥AXC♥AXC♥AXC♥AXC♥AXC♥AXC♥AXC♥AXC♥AXC♥AXC♥AXC♥
Tributes For Week Starting 9th November
FOR MONDAY
Your presence I miss,
Your memory I treasure,
Loving you always,
Forgetting you never.
FOR TUESDAY
Loving you is easy,
We do it every day,
Missing you is a heartache,
That never goes away.
FOR WEDNESDAY
No farewell words were spoken,
No time to say goodbye,
You were gone before we knew it,
And only God can tell us why.
FOR THURSDAY
Memory is a lovely lane,
Where hearts are ever true,
A lane I so often travel down,
Because it leads to you.
FOR FRIDAY
Wings Of The Angels
A gentle wind blew cross the land
Reaching out to take a hand
For on the winds the angels came
Calling out a mother's name.
Left behind, the children's tears
Loving memories of the years
Of joy and love, a life well spent
And now to God a mother's sent.
On angel's wings, a heavenly flight
The journey home, towards the light
To those who weep, a life is gone
But in God's love, 'tis but the dawn.
FOR SATURDAY
If I Had One Last Day
If I had one last day
To tell you what's inside
I'd tell you that I'm sorry
For all the times I've lied
I'd tell you that I need you
To hold my hand today
I'd tell you that I love you
I'd ask you, please, to stay
You'd look at me and smile
The way you always would
And say "I'd love to stay,
If only I really could"
Then you'd laugh the way you did
Whenever I was blue
You'd wipe my tears and whisper softly,
"Don't cry, I love you too"
If I had one last day
I'd love you from the start
I'd stop hiding how I feel
I'd say what's in my heart
If I had one last day,
I'd say my last good-bye
And that even though you are far away,
In my heart, you'll never die.
FOR SUNDAY
Cry Not My Friend
When you wake up tomorrow
And I am no where to be found
When you scream out my name
To the emptiness around
When every beat inside your heart
Is skipping and unsure
Cry not my friend for I am here,
Inside your love so pure
When the waves that used to touch our feet
Have gone back out to sea
When everything you once held dear
Was lost when you lost me
When the sun that once lit up your face
Is setting far away
Cry not my Friend for time shall pass,
But my love for you will stay
When age arrives and children play
And pain creeps up on you
When loved ones show you happiness
That your life never knew
When all of your expectations are met,
No matter what the pain
Cry not my friend, for I am waiting
To hold you once again
When beauty in your eyes turn grey
And all of the rainbow, white
When strong undying hearts
No longer feel an urge to fight
When winter snows become more pain
Than beauty in your heart
Cry not my friend, for I am here
And we will never ever part
♥AXC♥AXC♥AXC♥AXC♥AXC♥AXC♥AXC♥AXC♥AXC♥AXC♥AXC♥
Thoughts Today, Memories Forever
love always mandy.xxxxxxx.
On angel wings you do fly
On angel wings into the sky
On angel wings i do cry
Because those angel wings took you away
On angel wings the heralds sing
Is there no such lovely thing?
On angel wings you fly away.
I will see these angel wings again someday
When i am old and my time has come
On angel wings I will fly
Until I'm holding you once again
Smiling on angel wings.
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Love always mandy.xxxx.
7 Months :(
Well little sweetheart. It has been 7 whole months today. 7 months since you took that last breath in my arms. I wanted so desperately for the Doctors to bring you back to me and they tried darling but it wasn't to be. Never in my worst nightmares could I have imagined that we would be living this hellish life that we have been left with. Everyday I ask why? why you? why us? One day when we are reunited, which I know we will princess I hope that all the why's will be explained to me and I will be able to find that understanding which escapes me at the moment.
We all miss you so much baby and think about you every single second of every single day. The further away we get from that last moment with you the harder it gets.
Love you with everything that I am and will ever be.
Mummy xx
My Dear Family xx
It's me again from Heaven
With a message from above
Feel my spirit all around you
As I sprinkle you with love...
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I have watched you, as your tears flow
I have heard your silent screams
I know you sleep with visions
Of me visiting your dreams...
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I have come and sat beside you
Placed my hands upon your face
Wiped away the many teardrops
I so wish I could erase...
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I have watched you every day now
Seen such pain within your eyes
I just wish that there were some way
I could help you realise...
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I am happy up in Heaven
In this peaceful loving place
Where I will be here waiting
To welcome you with my embrace...
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You will join me here in Heaven
When your time comes you’ll see
Leave your Earthly cares behind you
Travel on to where you’re free...
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I have heard you ask to go now
But there is more for you to do
I promise I'll be waiting
When your time on earth is through ...
I miss you
My sweet baby girl
My heart is broken and can't ever be fixed, it hurts so much! It's been almost 7 months since we lost you and somedays (like today) it feels like yesterday. I put on a brave face everyday but it is so hard. I am surrounded by loving family and some truly wonderful friends but sometimes I feel so alone.
I love you darling and miss you more and more each passing day.
Sending you great big hugs and huges kisses.
From Mummy xxxx
Pink Princess
Miss you baby girl, miss your smile & giggles. You were truly a gift but taken away far to soon.xxx
beautiful angel
what a beautiful little angel she is. Look after your family princess. Love to you all xxx
7th october 2009
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ჱܓBestest" Angel Hugsჱܓ
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I'm just a little Angel
Sent from up above
To help guide you and protect you
And give you lots of love.
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On those days when you feel lonely
Kinda sad and blue
You'll feel my little Angel wings
Tenderly enfolding you.
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I'm just a little Angel
Come down from Heaven above
Who will always and forever
Give you my "Bestest" Angel Hugs
lv mandy.xxxxxxxx.
with love ︽☆︽ TIME TO FOLD YOUR ANGEL WINGS ︽☆︽
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