| Location | Newark On Trent |
| Age | 11 months |
| Date of Birth | 15/04/2008 |
| Date of Death | 25/03/2009 |
| Visitors | 1,330 since 01/07/2009 |
| Creator |
On 15th April 2008 in Nottingham City Hospital I couldn’t believe my ears when the Doctor
announced “It’s a pink one Mummy”. I burst into tears of joy and asked my husband to double
check. We had a baby GIRL!! We already had 2 boys aged 7 and 4 who we love dearly and this
beautiful bundle completed our perfect little family.
We named her Alicia Fay, we had the name Alicia chosen for a girl since our first son was born Seven
years previous and couldn’t believe we would finally be using it!
Alicia was such a happy, smiley, baby. She had her moments though although very rarely, although
nobody believed me as the minute we were out with friends she was the life and soul, smiling and
cooing. She loved her big brothers and they adored her always playing with her and chasing her in
her walker and as she got bigger, she would sometimes chase them too.
On 25th March 2009 our world was rocked when after only 8 hours of illness our pink princess took
her last breath in my arms in Lincoln County A & E. The Doctors did everything they could but she
passed away. It was 3 weeks before her First Birthday. We still don’t know what happened and why
our precious princess took such a sudden downturn after appearing to be fine. Early post-mortem
results found her to have an enlarged heart they don’t know why though, hopefully the inquest will
give us some answers but nothing will take away the agony and the feeling of emptiness that losing
our little girl has caused our family.
Play with the other beautiful Angels darling until we can scoop you into our arms again, our
beautiful pink princess, our Alicia Fay.
Love, hugs and huge kisses, Mummy, Daddy, Kenan and Ellis xx
Alicia's inquests was held on 5th August 2009 and found that Alicia died from a virus which attacked
her heart and lungs.
This changes nothing other than to confirm that there was nothing anyone could have done.
Love and miss you so much baby girl xxx
On angel wings you do fly
On angel wings into the sky
On angel wings i do cry
Because those angel wings took you away
On angel wings the heralds sing
Is there no such lovely thing?
On angel wings you fly away.
I will see these angel wings again someday
When i am old and my time has come
On angel wings I will fly
Until I'm holding you once again
Smiling on angel wings.
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Love always mandy.xxxx.
7 Months :(
Well little sweetheart. It has been 7 whole months today. 7 months since you took that last breath in my arms. I wanted so desperately for the Doctors to bring you back to me and they tried darling but it wasn't to be. Never in my worst nightmares could I have imagined that we would be living this hellish life that we have been left with. Everyday I ask why? why you? why us? One day when we are reunited, which I know we will princess I hope that all the why's will be explained to me and I will be able to find that understanding which escapes me at the moment.
We all miss you so much baby and think about you every single second of every single day. The further away we get from that last moment with you the harder it gets.
Love you with everything that I am and will ever be.
Mummy xx
My Dear Family xx
It's me again from Heaven
With a message from above
Feel my spirit all around you
As I sprinkle you with love...
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I have watched you, as your tears flow
I have heard your silent screams
I know you sleep with visions
Of me visiting your dreams...
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I have come and sat beside you
Placed my hands upon your face
Wiped away the many teardrops
I so wish I could erase...
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I have watched you every day now
Seen such pain within your eyes
I just wish that there were some way
I could help you realise...
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I am happy up in Heaven
In this peaceful loving place
Where I will be here waiting
To welcome you with my embrace...
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You will join me here in Heaven
When your time comes you’ll see
Leave your Earthly cares behind you
Travel on to where you’re free...
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I have heard you ask to go now
But there is more for you to do
I promise I'll be waiting
When your time on earth is through ...
I miss you
My sweet baby girl
My heart is broken and can't ever be fixed, it hurts so much! It's been almost 7 months since we lost you and somedays (like today) it feels like yesterday. I put on a brave face everyday but it is so hard. I am surrounded by loving family and some truly wonderful friends but sometimes I feel so alone.
I love you darling and miss you more and more each passing day.
Sending you great big hugs and huges kisses.
From Mummy xxxx
Pink Princess
Miss you baby girl, miss your smile & giggles. You were truly a gift but taken away far to soon.xxx
beautiful angel
what a beautiful little angel she is. Look after your family princess. Love to you all xxx
7th october 2009
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ჱܓBestest" Angel Hugsჱܓ
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I'm just a little Angel
Sent from up above
To help guide you and protect you
And give you lots of love.
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On those days when you feel lonely
Kinda sad and blue
You'll feel my little Angel wings
Tenderly enfolding you.
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I'm just a little Angel
Come down from Heaven above
Who will always and forever
Give you my "Bestest" Angel Hugs
lv mandy.xxxxxxxx.
with love ︽☆︽ TIME TO FOLD YOUR ANGEL WINGS ︽☆︽
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︽☆︽ SWEET ANGEL ︽☆︽ SWEET DREAMS ︽☆︽
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Hey little darling, stay close to Daddy today, he is having a bad one. He misses you so much little sweetheart as do we all. It is so hard to comprehend that this has really happened. With each passing day we get further away from that last kiss, that last cuddle and it hurts baby. I am sure that you hate to see us so sad and I try really hard to be strong but seeing your Daddy so sad just breaks my heart all over again. What we wouldn't give to have you here with us where you belong..........
Give Grandad a great big birthday kiss from Me and the boys darling and don't you stay up partying too late, you always were the centre of attention at any party baby and I am sure the parties in heaven are no different.
I love you and miss you more every single day.
Lots of love, hugs and huge kisses from Mummy xxx
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